I made a new poem in the middle of the night... I was in da mood anyways. you do not know how bored i am right now cus mi nephews came down n they're on mah bed and im sleepin on da floor tonight. YAY lol i love the floor for some reason. oh i noe why if i roll of the bed i dont fall on the floor lik i usuali do hehe.
I sat on the beach,
Right next to the waters,
I watched the sun set.
I was on my own,
I never had you anyway,
But it hurts seeing you with her.
You were so close to me,
Oh-so-close,
But my feelings was a mystery.
One that from now on,
You will never know of,
You'll never know how I feel.
My heart full of the weight,
Of when I saw you kiss her,
My tears jumped to my eyes.
Yet I hold them back,
You never saw more than a best friend,
I guess you never will.
So I held it back,
I told you,
I need to go home early and walked away.
As soon as I was out of your sight,
My tears rolled down my cheeks,
My eyes turning red.
I had fantasies of when you'll love me,
But they were fantasies,
One that'll never come true.
I saved my first kiss for you,
But it's just going to go to waste,
I'm never going to get the memories I want to have.
I shouldnt have fell,
I shouldnt have wanted to get to know you,
But I did and I'm in pieces.
You'd never know,
I am hurt,
Because you'll never look into my eyes.
You won't see my emptiness,
All you'll see is the fake smiles,
Ones that don't reach my eyes.
I noticed everything about you,
I helped you get through relationships,
In return I get hurt.
I let all the past girlfriends go by,
Thinking I might have a chance,
But you said you love this one.
I wasted my time,
I wasted my tears,
I wasted my love.
All I can do is give up,
All I can pray for is that,
You'll live happy.
But I'm leaving,
You'll lose your best friend,
But you're not losing your love.
I'm letting you go,
I'm moving on,
To another place.
Goodbye,
Cus I'm not comin back,
If I see you,
I'm gonna run.
Because I wasted everything on you,
Long enough,
I don't need it to come back.
I'm getting an idea to write a sad story and post it on winglin hehe i'll type it in this first and let u see if u like it | 
